derp is for the herp.

Let your beauty unfold
Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second-hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin, standing trial for your sins
Holding on to yourself the best you can
You are the smell before rain
You are the blood in my veins
 
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Brand New was basically the soundtrack of my second semester of school and of this summer so far. My love for them stretches far beyond what I thought I could ever feel for a band. It's rad.
 
Wow, long time, no update! So strange! Anyways, first year of college is done and it's summer break. I've been staying at my greatgrandmother's house taking care of her and that has basically been my whole summer so far. We we to Texas for a few days for a family reunion and it was rad.
School was interesting to say the least. I had good and bad times, that is certain. Anyways, I'll be sure to update more often this summer! c:
but in the mean time, let's talk!
feel free to send me a message on here or tumblr or whatever and we'll have a lovely chat c:
 
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Hey guys. I just saw a few people from high school, and it was really fun. I don't think I realized how much I actually missed some of them as much as I did.
 
This is one of my top favorite Anthony Green songs. I've only started listening to his solo stuff recently, thanks to a recommendation friend from school c:
I had no idea he was doing his own stuff on the side from circa.
 
Anyways, I dunno, every artist always has one of those slower songs that I'm completely in love with and this is definitely one of them.
 
I am finally going back to school a week from wednesday. This break is taking so long to pass. I think I'm going crazy hahaha.
 
I really do miss school.
 
Anyways, here's a set. I may make another set tonight actually. I'm really in a set making mood, no big deal hahaha.

Another fr tonight I guess.
There's a possibility of more tonight, I'm just in the mood to make sets. It's really nice actually. I've missed this.
 
Personally, I love this song, and I feel like the set fits the song in a way. It makes me happy.
 
I like being home and all, but I'm really homesick for school, as odd as it is, if you've read my tumblr. I've been so homesick this past semester, until the very end, I guess. I miss my friends. I miss having things to do every day. I miss my schedule. I miss a certain someone.
 
Actually, speaking of that.
He and I have been talking a lot so far this break. And by a lot, I mean like all hours of the night. I look like I haven't slept in weeks, and I sure as hell feel like it too, but it's totally worth it.
 
For whatever reason, my descriptions on here are more relevant and detailed about my life than my posts on tumblr are oops.

Sorry for the HUGE hiatus!
I've been like missing in action from here.
 
So, I have finished my first semester of college, finals are over, and I am on winter break. School is good, definitely have had some ups and downs, in addition to the occasional mental breakdown here and there.
 
But over all, all is well.
 
But message me or talk to me on tumblr! I love friends!
 
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Wow! Hi!
It's been forever since I updated last, oops.
 
So let me update you all on my life a bit I guess. You will understand why I've been so horrible at updating.
 
I moved into college September 1st, I believe, so I have been super busy with school work and friends and whatever.
 
College has been great, I love it a lot. I met some really awesome people.
 
I am a photographer for our paper, which is absolutely wonderful.
 
Still single, but it's okay~
 
Changed my major from psych to Communication arts; Best decision I have ever made. Ever.
 
I got another cartilage piercing so that make two. They're right next to each other and it looks adorable!
 
I have two fish in my room now. Both are male beta fish (separate tanks of course!).
 
Apollo is a dark blue with red flowy fins, and Hermes is dark blue and teal with teal flowy fins. Diggin' the Greek God theme ? (;
 
Anyways, I've been so busy with all of this junk that I've been too busy to have ime to update. When I actually find the time to update, I just can't bring myself to doing it! I have about 5 drafts on here from failed attempts.
 
But I'm back (;

OOPS LONG TIME NO UPDATE!
HI!
Uh, I am all done with school now guys. All graduated~ It is a great feeling. I can't wait for college, seriously.
I'm goin to see tswift on sunday, wicked pumped. and uh, I guess thats it really.
Oh! check out my flickr and my tumblr?
flickr.com/photos/allie_photography
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I have been listening to this song nonstop, not gonna lie. Uh. Yup.
 
Tonight was senior night at school. It's basically our last night at school and we all went in our graduation gowns and saw different "talent acts" by our peers and got yearbooks and stuff. It was all around a good time~
Uh, on another note yeah i like someone fdskkjgsdg yay
okay bye :3

You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will Lyrics
You say that I treat you like a book on a shelf
I don't take you out that often 'cause I know that I completed you and that's why you are here
That's the reason you stay here
How awful that must feel
You said you could be my dream I could have you every night
And if by morning, I'd forgotten you, well no big deal, that'd be alright
'Cause you're the reoccurring kind
You are the reoccurring kind
You never really leave my mind
Are you the love of my lifetime?
Cause there have been times I've had my doubts
We were just kids when I first kissed you in the attic of my parents house, and I wish we were there now
It took so long to figure out
What this book has been about
 
Now I write when I'm away, letters that you'll never read
You said go explore those other women, the geography of their bodies, but there's just one map you'll need
You're a boomerang you'll see
You will return to me
 
You will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will.
You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You, you will.
'Cause if you don't, then this book is all lies
If you don't, then my plans would all be ruined
If you don't, I'll start drinking like the way I drank before
Oh, and I, I just won't have a future anymore.
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I love these lyrics. dfgsdfgs.
Uhm, long time, no set.
 
Let's see, what is new. Uhm I like someone. I'm sure nothing will happen but hey, who knows.
I've started my diet. I want to look amazing for college.
 
Now, I seriously just want to say that I really do love those lyrics though. They just make me really nostalgic, but at the same time really hopeful for the future and gfdsagsadf
 
I don't really like this set all too much. fdsfasdas

In the back of my mind, well I fought my god
'cause all of the hell that's in my time.
But I can still see the birds and where they went this year.
Our winter made things hazy and I know
that I was losing site of my hometown,
and in my blacking out I think I let you down.
Don't let them try to save me 'cause I'm already crazy.
And there is something in your face
that pulls me far enough away.
I guess that I always knew
that I'd find you when I thought
that I'd be letting out my darkest now,
and in my climbing out I think I let you live.
I wish you'd try to save me,
your silence makes me crazy.
It takes a lot to say that something is fate,
I kind of know where you're headed.
Am I too up front, or am I just on time?
Well where is your head at?
And there is something in your face
that pulls me far enough away.
I guess that I always knew
that I'd find you when I thought
I reached my point, I let them down.
I slept in the worst part of this town.
You are my song, and you are where I want to be.
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Welp, tomorrow is my last day of school. So happy. Just sitting in art class on polyvore, no big deal.
 
I'm so excited to get out of this school; To get out of this town. Like yeah it's sad that I'm probably never going to see a majority of the people that are pretty decent, ever again, but regardless. That's what facebook is for, right? (;
I just can't wait to get out of this shitty enviroment. I feel like this summer is going to be good. I can already tell. This is going to be the summer of my life. I swear to God.

in school, nbd. I havent made a set with a dress in a long time... so yup here.
Can school be done pleaase? only like a week left <3 AWWWW YEEEE